i've cooled down

but i'm still not in a good place.

still not going to do anything rash, this feeling hurts enough.

why?

why does this have to happen... now?

UPDATE!!

and don't expect this one to be happy! so things down here haven't been very good lately, and by "haven't been very good" i mean shitty.

i don't want to write about it now, but just know that i'm really super fucking mad at life right now, but i'm not going to do anything stupid.

i was officially rebounded upon!

thanks for everything, i regret nothing, and i hope for a meeting in the future.

-jim

p.s.

fuck my life